Saturday, October 24, 2009

Making it 18 hours feels right

Hi all,
So I'm feeling pretty good actually.  Not terribly spacey and not stressed out either.  Kind of just trying to take the day slowly and focus on keeping busy.  I'm not so much having nicotine fits, more like thoughts of 'have you seriously decided never to smoke agian?'  This is my brain reacting to the sudden lack of stimulant it's used to.  It's almost like I don't believe myself, but yes I have decided that I will never smoke again.  I know for a fact that if I have just one I'll be back to a pack (or two) a day in no time.  It's just how it works for me.

Don't have time to say much more, but I'll be back tomorrow with an update on how my new smoke free life is going! :)

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be cool.