Day 5!

Wow, I can't believe it!  I'm doing really well everyone.  Still for sure wanting to smoke, but more than wanting a cigarette I want to be a non-smoker.  I guess that's really all there  is to it isn't it?  Want to not smoke more than want to smoke!

Seems so simple, still it's new and a little early to say I've kicked this thing.  I'm forcing myself not to think about the future because as soon as I do I panic!  So I could sit here and tell you all the horrible images I'm having of me caving in 6 weeks from now and blowing my program, but honestly that's just not going to help anything.

My only goal today is to not smoke.  So far so good, and tomorrow I can worry about then!  Hope all is well out there in blogger land :)
~the non-smoking me ;)