I've had enough

Well it's time. Time to find a way to make a change. What really percipitated this feeling of needing a new life? I guess that would be MEN! ha :)

I was divorced 2 years ago...and not enough has changed in my life since. I'm still bored with myself and totally out of balance. I'd like to find a new partner to share my life with but honestly I just don't have enough of me to share yet. So this is the journey. The journey that leads me to the person I believe I can be. The person that has so much to share.

First order of business is to quit smoking. I quit for six weeks in February of this year. I did well until I let a man take the wind out of my sails. Any of you that have ever smoked will know how hard it is to let it go...however, it is doable but it requires certain changes to be made. No longer can I hide behind a smoke screen and just disengage out of my life. Quitting smoking brings lots of issues up to the forefront of ones mind. Thus the changes needed in my life are finally finding a way to be priorities to me. YAY! (sorta) ha :)

By the way...I am in life a very honest person, I plan to be the same here. If you are easily offended or don't want to hear the reality of my situation I suggest you don't read any further. Honesty with myself and you all is the only way I am going to get to the place I need to be to make the changes I want to make. Read on if you like :)